I finally confronted my alcohol addiction, and honestly, these last four days sober have given me more clarity than I’ve had in months. I’ve realized I pushed a lot of friends and family away, and I don’t blame anyone for needing their distance. I didn’t like the person I was when I was drinking and living in my addiction. The loneliness has definitely been hard, and there have been moments where I’ve wanted to say screw it and have a few drinks. But I also understand now how destructive that could be, and I don’t want to go back to that version of myself. I’m just trying to take things one day at a time and rebuild myself and the relationships I’ve damaged. If anyone on here ever wants to talk or just be friends, I’m open to messaging here and there. ❤️
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LovingSwan_9078
3 days sober
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