I’ve found my frequency again. 120 days tomorrow from booze and pot. cool, calm, zen. I’m so happy with myself that I have lost interest in friends. I don’t have life long friends, but the small ones I have at arms length, I really just want them all to go away now. Not much interest in anything but my family, my gardens,hunting alone, fishing alone. Happy and content just want my own company now. Funny part is they don’t even abuse substance, I just want to bow out gracefully from everything that involves anyone else.