I don't know if its anger, resentment, self-pity, fear or what, but my spirit feels off. By outward appearances im doing far better: staying sober, walking a ridiculous amount and watching what I eat, going to group, meetings and church. Hell, I've even made a friend! Hahaha. But im my heart im screaming. Feeling worse. Shits crazy, life is getting better objectively and I continue to do the right thing, but feeling like I did before this journey started.