Today it’s gonna be a hard day. I’m a bartender and I’m not always triggered by it, event though it’s much more easier for me to drink since I’m surround by alcohol all the time, but Friday is the day that everyone in the restaurant drinks while working and THAT is what really triggers me. My brain connects weekends with alcohol and the fact that I’m not drinking make me fell that it’s impossible to be happy and I’m obsessed with abstinence