Hold on, Buttercup, because you're about to take one hell of a ride... But at the end of the day, it will be worth it, i promise you. Unfortunately you're going to lose people who you thought were important, who you thought saw you for you but all they saw was what you could do for them, you will realise they were just emotional vampires taking it all and giving nothing back. You are going to lose a part of yourself, and that's ok. You will discover that your values and beliefs will change that your outlook on life will change you would discover that you are worthy of a good life and hopefully in the end, you will discover a better version of yourself.