I was 2 months sober than turned around and got a dui. I just ruined so many things and disappointed everyone i love. And im a military spouse. So this effected germany law and military. I'm so fucked. And utterly shattered. So many things can go horribly bad for since i blew over 1.4 via Germany. Its criminal..not administrative. Praying my blood work comes back under 1.1. But ibhave a feeling it wont. One bad decision just ruined my life. So fucking grateful I didn't hurt anyone. Im just so numb now.