Im one day sober and it’s hard dont get me wrong Im struggling and it sucks major balls. I am trying to quit vaping and smoking and it’s really hard but I know I got this Im trying to learn self control not only Am i changing for myself Im changing for my fiancé to and our future together.I am currently on probation and getting drug tested I failed one already Im trying to get better and pass this one so I won’t catch time and be away.im also trying to get close to god and instead of smoking Im trying to pray.