i wish people understood how hard it actually is to stop. that it is ok to sometimes relapse because it’s part of the process. wish they understood were actually trying and them constantly reminding us what we did in our past is not ok. that it’s something that causes us to feel bad. wish they understood that we get that our loved ones are suffering , but wish they understood that we suffer more, because of our drugs we make bad decisions and that itself we pass thru a lot of trauma. wish they understood what actual support was. it’s heartbreaking , it truly is to not have support when trying to do the best for yourself. but at the end of the day it’s only our self we have.