So happy to be off the meth now for 4 months+. Feeling better than I have in many many years. So much to be grateful for now but I want more…I need more…it feels like it’ll all just vanish in the blink on an eye if I don’t find more recovery and surround myself with others in recovery who are active in their recovery. Starting my 90 in 90 for the first time in my life. It’s the one thing I’ve never been willing to do previously all throughout my many attempts to get clean and stay clean.