The burden of existing in a world that asks you to carry its harshness like bricks upon your back, which you struggle to balance. There is a web of intricate feelings within myself, that I search endlessly for words that can describe it, yet I always feel dissatisfied. Our mysterious existence fascinates me, yet I never asked for it. I lie awake pondering on my purpose- if there is one. I lie awake wondering, how do I balance these bricks, such as the one that brings me to this app in order to find a way out of this prison my addictions have trapped me within.