10day mark today. For some reason it feels a lot longer. Probably because it’s so new to live and feel like this. In the past I needed the whole week to recover from the weekend only to go crazy again next weekend and that went on for many months. It’s insane to me how I voluntarily engaged in this humiliation ritual version of life for such a long time. I read somewhere that you need 21 days to form a new habit aka neural pathway, let’s see what that moment will bring.