Despite making 2 weeks sober today, I'm finding myself wanting to cut agian. I'm not doing too good. before cutting myself 2 weeks ago, I was self-harm free for over a year. I can't believe I'm back to this point in my life, except it's worse almost. I feel so helpless and miserable. It's not even that I don't have anyone to reach out to but I'm just ashamed and embarrassed. I just wish people were more patient with me and treated me like they cared or atleast pretended to tolerate me. I'm not sure what the point of this post was, I just needed to let it out im sorry.