Hi guys this is my first time using this app… and my first time actually trying to stay sober. I honestly have no idea what to do with myself idk if this is tmi but almost everyday for the past couple weeks ive been getting blackout drunk, binge eating, starving, and making myself throw up. i dropped out of school and now i work part time, i had a lot of savings but i literally spent every last dime because i figured id just off myself after - cringe and gory i know. im really sorry if im oversharing, im just looking to see if there are other people who have felt how I feel right now because i really need some advice. again, so sorry if this is too much and thanks to anyone who read this far<3