So today is my first day stopping weed since I was 14. I’ve always used it to help with eating because I have always had trouble with food and I have always had anxiety and depression so I thought it would help but little did I know it would only gradually make it worse, I’m turning 20 in October and my mental health has taken a turn for the worse. Suicidal thoughts have been taking over my head and I just need to do anything and everything I can before I do something I don’t mean to because I’m not in the right mind so today I’m starting my journey to hopefully have a clearer mind and just feel better in my own body no matter how many times I relapse i really mean it I’m gonna quit.