Sometimes I feel guilty for still even thinking of using. The want, why? I found where he hid it, I didn’t do any. But I took some w full intention to. But then I put it back bc my daughters sixteen tomorrow and bc of the drugs, even 10months off H, 6 off crack, 4 off booze, I still don’t get to see her. And I almost ruined it again tonight just simply out of anger and spite of the disrespect that he’s selling my DOC behind my back when I’m sober.