i’m hanging out with some friends for a birthday trip for the Fourth of July and I feel like an outcast from my old friend group. they’re all drinking and vaping and that’s a version of me that I let go of a year to 6 months ago. while everybody was partying last night, I went to bed at 11pm and when I said good night to the girls. I just felt like they were judging me, one of them was pretty understanding, but the other one just gave me weird glares. I could just be making up shit in my head. but sometimes it just feels so isolating when you know that you don’t align with certain people and it just makes me wanna find people that I align with that’s why I’m making this post