I’ve been working on my sobriety since rehab in Sept 2024. I’ve gone several months and then have a thought that I can try drinking in moderation, and I fail. I never have one drink. I always drink to excess and feel like shit afterwards. I’m educated and aware of this common cycle, but my damaged brain likes to test my control every so often. Making a valid attempt to enter year 46 with a clear head and conscience. Any feedback on long term success is appreciated. I’ve done meds, therapy and AA and ultimately feel that it comes down to my own self control.