Anything that doesn’t involve drinking. Every night I’d always say, “I’m not drinking tonight”, then by the end of the night, I convince myself that it’s okay. It was literally all I thought about. I planned my day around it, events around it, looked for reasons to do it and all. Now, I feel like I can breathe, I just don’t even look at it as an option anymore so I can actually enjoy whatever I’m doing without thinking, but this would be better if I had a drink or I’ll be good tonight so I can get drunk tomorrow.