The fact that I relapsed yesterday on coke after 3 years of sobriety. Im fearful cause I started using meth because of coke that was laced with meth and I wanted to try meth when I found out because it was a different n satisfying feeling. Now that Ive slipped up makes me wonder if that’s next or if Im gonna get stuck on coke instead again. I don’t want either of those to the case but it scares me cause Ive given into my craving for coke now it’s not just 1 day I used it’s been 2