I learned that recovery isn’t lineal. One moment you think you’ve mastered it. The next second you’re thinking- “I don’t have a problem, I can do this”. And you’re on the verge of quitting sobriety just like that. Yesterday there was a moment like that but I stayed strong guys. It’s confusing, just like observing how everyone around you stays drinking and having this relationship with it. It’s weird. Triggers are waiting everywhere. But it’s not like you really want it, it’s a societal habit and norm. Just WEIRD