1st day, truth is I have been drinking for the better part of my life. I am 53yo , successful, great job, unbelievable family. I literally have no reason or issue sitting over me that made me want to stop. Other than it’s a daily consumption and I am sick of it. But I honestly do not know if I will stop. It makes no sense to me. I hope I don’t sound like I’m on a soap box about my life. This is all new to me right now. I just need to stop.