I’m new here! I realized my “occasional” use was more of a habit and starting to bring me problems (I had noticed sooner but have been excusing it for a while). I think growing up seeing addicts in my family, whose lives really went down the sh*tter, messed up my perception of what problematic use was and helped me excuse my using since I am not at that level. I’m unsure if I can really do this but I’m looking forward to trying and have faith in myself.