I am so proud of myself in 2 days it will be 30 days. But now that I’m sober I am realizing so many things i used to do when drinking for the last 10 years I can’t believe I even have a life, I used to puke so much every day because how much I drank. And I used to pee de bed I even used to like on the room because I was so drunk I couldn’t make it to the bathroom. God. What was I doing so embarrassing to think that. What a disappointment I was. I don’t know how to feel.