Just over 2 months clean of meth here. This is a personal feeling that I’m sharing. I hate that I think of the best parts of using the drugs- usually involving something sexual as well and missing that part of it almost craving that part. The feeling right when I do the drug and then partake in sexual acts with someone or just myself. That feeling I low-key crave but hate that I miss that feeling. Obviously because I know the outcome will be horrible every single time even though the beginning is euphoric. I’m not thinking about using at all right now, just my thoughts 💭