The last couple of days have been really hard, but I’m doing the best that I can to succeed in win and I’m really doing it for my oldest daughter to prove to her that I can change. Add three kids, but my oldest has always been that mean girl who yes she loves you from the moon and back but when you are fucking up and she knows it and she tells you. Think that’s time for you to change my daughter had called me a chronic liar, and now opened my eyes. She is my baby girl. I will do anything in this world for her. She did what she was supposed to do and I will never be upset with my kids for that. I’m so grateful that I have kids that would tell me what you’re doing is wrong. She’s my world and I would not know what I would do without her without any of my kids. She is truly one of my best friends because your best friend can only tell you the real shit and what you’re supposed to do not only is she my oldest and my first baby, but man is she such a best friend because no one will ever tell you that until the day I die, I’m gonna keep doing whatever I have to do to prove to her even if it’s my last breath, even if I’m dragging my body to finish, I will make sure that happens on earth or afterlife don’t matter. I will make sure I achieve just so I can see my baby girl smile at me again and tell me she loves me and she’s proud of me.