Ok so I have been doing absolutely horrible. Went 5 nights in a row without sleeping, 1 night I got about an hour, last night got 15 maybe 20 minutes. It didn’t even feel real, nothing feels real. I’m on day 7. The night I did sleep, I woke up to the sound of a little girl screaming (wasn’t real). I’ve been hearing horns, knocking, seeing things, hearing voices and one night I could feel / see bugs crawling all around and on me. I tired to do a word hunt earlier and it looked like the letters were falling off the pages, I had to drive home earlier, and it felt like I was intoxicated and in some VR game. I’m so paranoid, I’m so confused, I’m so….gone. I’m terrified of myself right now.  Got a script sent into the pharmacy, but they closed before it was filled. I feel like I’m losing my mind. I am losing my mind. I just need everything to quiet down, no matter how hard I try I can’t fucking sleep - and honestly, I’m starting to be so done with this shit. I’m just about ready to give in.