Hey everyone! Im new to the app and im almost 3 years clean from self harming, in that time i met the loml and we had a son together, they are my reason to keep going and the reason ive been clean this long. I struggle with BPD and id be lying if i said the thought didnt cross my mind still now and then, especially when i was freshly postpartum, and its hard to bring up to my family because i dont want them to worry or think im slipping into my old ways when really I just want to talk about it, and vent that the thoughts dont really go away they are just easier to manage! 💔