New to the app. I’m just 9 hours sober but this relapse was probably one of the worst. I somehow spent $500 on it in 2 days. I mean even my dealers are probably worried abt me. I’m sick of feeling physically, mentally, and financially screwed. My parents are starting to catch on and like I want to ask for their help but I think I’m gonna try therapy first. Im hopeful that this is the day I get sober for good.